344 Discovering Your Soul Mission with Sunil Varma
Sunil is an evolution into spiritual awareness. He transformed his own life into the highest dimension, with great clarity and electric connectors into pure consciousness. His heart-center represents an infused balance of peace and love. His intuitive nature seeks to help others heal themselves. His spiritual enlightenment and scientific knowledge provides structure for others seeking their own life successes. He seeks to provide grace, humanity and hope, providing authentic inspiration to those that are lost. He demonstrates that identity is a mere illusion. He manifests transcendent power to help break free of destructive patterns and preconceived ideas.
Healer
All healing begins and ends on a spiritual level. Sunil promotes a careful balance of self-healing and well-being, strengthening the psyche and immune system. His electro-magnetic frequency of pure, restorative energy can be transferred with mere intent, as we are universally connected on an energetic level (which is supported by quantum physics). The transference of energy will energize the mind, body and spirt. You will discover your life force and vibrate energetically from within, positively reflecting every facet of life.
Lightworker
Sunil works solely for the light and commits to serving humanity. His intuitive inner guidance enables him to sense the emotions of others and he strives to alleviate pain and despair. His goal is to let love and light flow through his words, actions and luminous guidance. Lightwork also assist in releasing the binding hold of ancestral traumas, dissipating negative karma and birthing an unblemished, new lineage.
The time to discover your soul mission is now.
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Episode Transcript:
[00:00:00] April Hannah: Well, hello everyone. And welcome to today's podcast. My guest is Sunil Varma. He's a star seed, high level healer and energy life coach and lifestyle engineer. I just love those titles there. His main specialty is in holistic relationship coaching, but he also considers himself a star seed, a healer and a Lightworker.
So Suneel works solely for the light and commits to serving humanity. His intuitive inner guidance enables him to sense the emotions of others, and he strives to alleviate pain and despair. His goal is to let love and light flow through his words, actions, and luminous guidance. So Sunil welcome to the path 11 podcast.
Thanks. So pro love being here. Thank you. Appreciate it. Yeah. I brought in my biography.
Well, yeah, there was a, [00:01:00] there's so much here and, you know, the words are really beautiful and you know, we'll put it in the show notes and reads as like these really eloquent paragraphs. And I was really just trying to take out like, wow, all these different things, you know, that you do.
And. Yeah. So why don't we start from the beginning because I'm also trained in hypnotherapy, so I know that you have a background in that and were trained by a hypnotherapist and NLP coaches. And, but it also sounds to me that you've also, like most of us have had a spiritual awakening and you're identifying as a star seed.
So I'd like us to talk a little bit more about that.
[00:01:36] Sunil Varma: Yes. Yeah. That happened in 2016. There's so many, this mess awakening took place within me. And and that was due to the fact that I constant, I was, I've been working on myself since since I was 30. So I was always doing deep work just because I, I just didn't feel free [00:02:00] inside.
And I was working with so many people and the more I worked on my, obviously I realized that in order to help other people, you must work on your own blind spots. Yes. When I was 30, I was very sick. So I physically I couldn't, I couldn't really do much. I couldn't really walk. So my walking was really not so good.
And I think because of the immense pain that I was dealing with, it forced me to really look at things a lot deeper and do a lot of inquiry work and At that time, there was a lady called Byron Katie. And I remember I would always do her full questions, really just like, you know, spend the whole day, like 12 hours a day doing it just didn't work.
And and I did that for probably like [00:03:00] four or five years and through doing it, I started to understand my own stories and how, where they came from. You know, I kind of started to understand more of my inventory. So otherwise it was quite, quite a very unknown place for me. And so the more I like stocks to see all the places in me the more I wrote it out, the more I realized that I wasn't, it wasn't really getting.
It wasn't achieving the freedom that I wanted to achieve, even though I got it intellectually when I did the four questions, I knew that something wasn't moving the car you know, the emotional pain. So long story short, I, the more I did that, the more than I started doing the [00:04:00] hypnotherapy, I took a hypnotherapy cost kinda NLP costs.
And I stopped after that I was in, I was working as a restaurant manager and I was always in immense pain. Cause you'd have to do all these long shifts and I struggled so hard to do 10 hour shifts managing like 80, 85 people a day. Always in pain, my ankles, white footballs, and they were black, you know, so there's so much pain.
I don't always be taking tablets. And when I would go home at night, I'd be like, I'd have to sit there for an hour when I got back. Cause I was in so much agony. And at that time, if somebody would have told me that's you're in, you're in this, you're stuck in the matrix. I probably wouldn't. You know, that you are really, really anchored into the matrix and into the slavery system.
Yeah, I would not. It would not have [00:05:00] dawned on me. I would have just thought it's normal to be working 50 hours, 60, 60 hours a week. And not getting very much as a restaurant manager, you know? So, but then just thinking that, because of all these thoughts I had, that this is the only thing I could do.
You know, I couldn't do anything other than this. It was like the safety and security need was so there. And then there was so much very trauma that I had that I was, I was not, I was just asleep, not aware. And so the pain was even though the pain was so great. I still was trying to find ways, you know, I could find a way out.
You know what what's going on? How do I do this? And sometimes I'll meet with other healers and yeah, nobody, nobody could, nobody could really help me because they were stuck in their own pain, you know? [00:06:00] And you can only receive help from a clear channel if they, if they're free of their own illusions.
So, so through all of it, you know, all of this. Pain that I was dealing with in my legs and the suffering in my mind. I started to work with people and and I find it really pleasurable of working with people because, you know, it was, it was really good for me. And then I, I started to work, you know, and then I, I started my own practice.
After going through all of the changes that went through not being able to fit into all these companies these systems not being able to create into them and not realizing that we are always moving from a mental system to another mental system all the time. This is [00:07:00] how we are created. We're dealing with all these systems is mindsets and.
Sometimes you can get stuck into a mindset very easily. Not realizing that it's just a program. It's all, it's all a series of programs that we're, we're accessing all the time because a program for everything. And I, that time I wouldn't have, I didn't realize that I didn't, I didn't see the matrix, you know, because I was so entrenched in it.
So. Many things led to many things. And there was a lot of inquiries. I sat with many different awakened people, audio, Chauncey, you know, he's a really great one. And I used to listen to his stuff all the time just to find the peace in my mind. And then I remember when I was listening to his talk, cause he used to love the way he talks.
When you listened to him, your mind would get your mind. It would just become so congested really quick. [00:08:00] Cause the mind could understand because he's speaking purely from his heart. And so I sent two on one, a talkie was giving and he said that. He talked about wanting to be free. I want it to wake up and you must be willing to face whatever arises you want it to do.
So, you know, you must want it more than anything. You must be willing to experience what it brings you. And he told me about this, pray that he said they get here. Yeah. He had his prayer and he said that I remember asking him, you knew this since. Try my heart to awaken, no matter what the cost, we can, no matter what the cost is.
And I remember I said that and I felt through all it, the immense pain that I was in prayer actually went through, it, went straight through. I could feel it go up. [00:09:00] And then there's a series of events that took place.
The events were so, so great by magnets. And then suddenly all the domino stuff, falling, everything stuff. Suddenly the program that I was in this, your program is the hypnotherapist and the life coach. So many of the pro and living in Poland, the program came to an end. Right. And oftentimes I'll give you an example when the program ends, you you're, you're actually sitting there and there's, and it feels.
All the character characters are all, they've all moved on from the era, you know, you know, your story or your screenplay. So, and then it's, it just feels like it's a dead program. Sorry. The Poland program, somebody that bink tide and suddenly [00:10:00] everything start caving in inside of me. And I knew that.
Because it was time for me to to move on from Portland and come back to England. And I felt like I was being taken out of Portland and the, the avatar call snail was being moved into England. So to hold the light, because I didn't know about time was very very dark and it still is. And so. As that program was, was dying.
And I, I, I, I was moving back to England. I was a mess. I was really a mess. Everything started falling the pipe even more inside of me. And as I, as I moved, I remember on the plane coming here cause more aware of my wound day than I was before. So when I moved to America, [00:11:00] I, I didn't do the groundwork.
How could I have done the groundwork? I didn't, I didn't really know that I had to do any groundwork, but I knew inside of the reason for coming to this country was because I had to do the groundwork and the groundwork was to really know myself and to really be standing in my own truth and power. And so.
Coming here. I went through it. I just left all my things in America. And I left my home. I left my office and I just told somebody just to sell it. Cause I'd have to go. I don't have time. Cause I'm not. I have to move fast now. Cause everything was starting to close over there for me. So coming here when I came here, I went through a Saturn return.
I mean he sat in return and that felt like. That was the worst experience of my life to go through one of those. Not only was I going through an awakening, but I had this such in [00:12:00] return going on and it felt like somebody is destroying my brain for 24 hours a day. It was crushing it. If you looked at my eyes, when you, that moment you think the guy looks like he's completely lost it.
It was like a loony to those experiences. You can, you can feel. Like it just, you know, any moment you could commit suicide. Cause it's so intense. It's very horrible. And
there was so many things that were appearing. Even though it was going through that, I ended up with the experiences I brought on myself. I ended up going through demonic rounds as well. So for me going through that, I was like, oh no, I'm not going to survive no matter what, wherever I went for help, especially the churches, they would always tell me, always give me stories of people who [00:13:00] didn't make it.
They didn't get through these dark places. So And for me yet, you know, it was like, come on, that's not good news. You know? And I thought that these people hooks sincerely could, could do something to lb, but then I realized, how can it help me when they're stuck in their own darkness? You know, their job is to keep people stuck in their own, in the middle, you know, lights.
And they keep people stuck between the duality. So I didn't know that until I start to see that in a lot of these, these, the church, people to these ministers, And so I went to India and that was, that was really difficult for me to go because I, I couldn't sleep. Number one, I was taking really high strength, painkillers, like sleep meditation.
And I was like silly, signed off, beyond suicidal. And I thought, okay, if I go to India, then, you know, [00:14:00] I don't think I'm going to come back. Cause you know, I think that for me is a way out to go there. So I ended up going to India and I had some experiences that one of the experiences with I experienced the life review and the life review, I, at the time, I didn't know it was I'm real life review.
And but I chose for some reason to stay. Yeah, I could have left in the life review because that was my way out to go. So I chose not to, and I came back to England after that and still I was thinking, God be no. Like I can't do even all the fault. My memory is really bad. It's like the whatever experiences they've gone through a really, really done a number of my brain.
And I'm not really good to anybody. So I remember one [00:15:00] night I was sleeping and then suddenly I woke up something woke me up and it just held me as being just helped me right there, held my head. And that way, if it's brushed through my brain for like nine hours and I was like, what is going on? And so.
After that my brain was back, my brain was repaired. So I could think I could, I could remember memorize things. I could do things. So that was really amazing for me to experience that. And then the more, more and more I started to understand gradually. I didn't really realize how much pain I was in.
Initially. I didn't really know until all of this happened. I didn't really know that I had always, these Carra pinpoints bloom day in my, in my body because a lot of, a lot of things that we carry is usually in the [00:16:00] body, even though we think it's in here, it's the body that carries it. So. Is there anything you want to add?
[00:16:08] April Hannah: No, keep it keep going. I've got questions. I've got questions to keep going.
[00:16:13] Sunil Varma: So, so anyway, through that, then a lot of my own pain, my child, my child in a child pain start coming up really, really loud. And I was taken as you know, this time I was really in the dumps, really depressed. And I was like, oh God, on back in England of all places to the dismal place.
And so I started to like do some research and I started to reach out to people. Because I knew they knew what was going on in me. I didn't know have any idea what was going on. And at this stage I was really, I really had no clue that I was the star C [00:17:00] I no clue that I, the abilities that I had. So whatever amnesia I'd been given was really good because it made sure that any, actually, anyone who was a star seat couldn't remember, they couldn't remember anything about the past.
So. Gradually the amnesia stopped wearing off and things became clear to me and that's that night different systems study different assistants. And so then I was curious, like why, why do people, wha what is the, what is the most efficient way to clear information out of the system? So that person doesn't have to keep saying.
So I was always curious about, even when I worked as a therapist, I know, I always knew that when you put somebody under, you had to work on their pain, you had to, you had to deal with that. You couldn't just do a script because the script [00:18:00] wasn't was, would not help somebody. Become free, you know?
So you had to, you had to work on the child stuff with them and whatever pain that they're experiencing or trauma they're experiencing. So I have different ways to deal with that that were really successful with a lot of people. And I started working with my guys when I work people. So, and I'd always had amazing results with so many people.
And but now fast forward to back in England here where I'm in my own stuff, really in my own illusions, Laura, more, you know, I started to understand as I, I, you know, I started to understand about the wounding that we all carry. And [00:19:00] how the window plays a big part in our story, you know, and, and how we show up in the life to, to, to people.
So if I come from a place of the victim or, you know, rescuer or something, that's that if I don't deal with that, then that is essentially how I'm going to deal with my whole life. So these things will play out as you keep creating characters to support your stories.
So I understand, I started to understand where the wounding, I, I took a call. I started studying it's called gene keys. So I started studying this stuff and I became aware of the wounding. And then I realized that, huh? They had to be in it, you know, for me, I had to look at, okay, how do I deal with this wounding?
And that [00:20:00] was just a, feel, the emotion, the feel, feel the emotion trapped in the body. And so then I start to become really aware of all of these, this stuff. And they, my, my, my S Stasi nature starts to kick in. So I start to remember, I was like, oh my God, you know, it's like, I've been walking in all this darkness for probably like many years of my life.
And not realizing that I actually knew I was a neutralizer. Oh, all of them, you know, and I've forgotten how I just forgot. I wasn't aware of how to do it. And so I was able to neutral. All this energy that I was carrying from my ancestors. So oftentimes it's the ancestors who you, you could end up, you know, carrying their best stuff.
If it's very dark, you know, sometimes [00:21:00] it can play out in your life in such a way that you have these episodes that could become quite, quite to dark and. You know, and you, and you, you, you sounded like what the hell is really going on now, how do I find, how do I do this? And even though if you think to yourself that prayer, prayer will do it, it probably will do it to a certain point.
But if you don't address the, the wounding inside of you, again, you'll be stuck in the story. You'll be, you'll be acting out these horrible scenarios. Do you want to extend out scenarios, all these things and So I realized, I realized as I went through this that I don't have to pay attention to all these things.
I don't have to pay attention to demonic stuff. Or even though my ancestors were involved in all that stuff, whatever it is, as long as I don't buy into it, as [00:22:00] long as I don't let it become like a mountain over me. I'm free, you know, so, but I also understood how to clear all this information and out of my body.
So yeah, the darkness that people experience that's going in other worlds right now is really just a collective darkness. And it's people who are saying, oh, no, I don't want to deal with that. You know, I can't do with X too much. How do I deal with that? It's too overwhelming, you know about. So I can say for a fact, I saw the most darkest nights that some people, some people would just bail out.
Some people would kill themselves. I mean, I think is where I remember I would do these prayers and that would be sitting in my room, doing it suddenly the doll would, the door would open fast and it'd be like this. It would be like horribly in your feel. I was called there and you'd be like, why is really going up?
And [00:23:00] But again, even though when, when these things happen, it was having that courage to, to face it, just to face these, these, these evil spirits or whatever they are, and to just keep moving through the layers last of it. And knowing that I could not be defeated, even if I was a hell, I would not let them take me down.
So I knew. And that happens to me. So with, with all the Ms darkness that I experienced, because my father didn't deal with his darkness and pest at home, I have to face all this darkness and also evolved from his consciousness. So his consciousness was left up the, the low frequency rate. Where he was, he was just sold himself out to the dark forces.
And [00:24:00] I had to contend to revamp. So breaking free of his consciousness meant I had to break free of a dark force consciousness of that he carried and doing that meant that these, this energy. That we we'll call it like an ITI energy. I didn't know that then, but it's like a T energy, the dark forces that energy and these guys were trying to pull me down, take me down.
So with more inside of me, I said no way. And I remember I had this dream where in my dream from my dream. I was, I had these polar bears though, these white polar bears and black bears and the white ones that were attacking all the black bears, you know, mentoring. So it was telling me my subconscious is telling me that we winning we're winning this.
And so the more I can, I started to [00:25:00] remember myself. Then the more I realized again I could bypass all of this stuff easily, as long as I didn't buy into it, as long as they believe it, as long as I knew that I'm a hologram and this is all a program for me. So the biggest, biggest, biggest thing for me was when I, again, when I went through that and I started work on my own wounding, then my sister, what would happen is they would upgrade.
So upgrade me is that they, the Galactic's would upgrade my system. So I was more in tune with them, grading me all the time. And. And then even then I wouldn't have, if somebody would have told me that my pecho being my collective nature is probably on a ship somewhere else in the galaxy. And that I'm here on this, in this hologram holographic field, playing this count set in this movie and they're playing everybody else in the movie as [00:26:00] well.
It comes into my life. I would have that. That's done. Now that stage is too much for me, but Now, now, obviously from my standpoint, I do understand that, you know, I am a hologram and my collecting nature is Victoria. So, and that in the module that I'm in here in this experiment, you know what they've got going on right now.
And the experiment is to there's two. Evolve this planet for the first time ever, probably probably millions of lifetimes, however many years. So, but it really is one of these things being committed to the light could be committed to looking at your own darkness, your [00:27:00] own blind spots all the time, because everybody has free.
Will. So, if you don't, you don't watch internally for when you get seduced by yourself to, to Look for the way out of what you're doing, you can easily end up going backwards.
[00:27:19] April Hannah: Okay. My gosh, you've given me probably like another 15 minutes of questions. We'll ask you. So, all right. Let me ask you a couple of questions.
When you talk about the dark flop forces, the demons and that experience in that door flying open. Do you think that that was just attached to maybe a belief system that you had, and that really the, the door flying open and some of the things that you experienced in your conscious mind was that just really a reflection of the low vibration of energy, of depression, sadness, you know, everything that you were looking at and going through in the physical pain, was it just a manifestation of energy that felt scary, that felt not [00:28:00] demonic.
[00:28:01] Sunil Varma: You know, it's again that I put, I put all that down to you or wounding, right? If I, if I, I mean, if I would tell myself now compared to when I was in 2016, And the look very different. It's like if I would've even told myself, I went through that, I would have probably looked to myself and I said to myself, was it necessary to go through that?
You know, did you have to go through that? But because the consciousness was at that level, right. It wasn't evolved yet because as you know, it wasn't, it wasn't free as, as I am now. So in that place where I was at. You could say that it felt really real to me. And is it, would I say it's belief systems?
No, I would say it's more your wounding. I don't, I don't really, I mean, I, I, I look [00:29:00] at belief systems. I look at patterns, right. We all carry. Well, I feel with all that stuff, is that when you address the coal, when you address the wounding, you know, the, the, the shame, the guilt, the fear, the anxiety, all these things, when you trust the other or even evil, When you start addressing the wounding that is inside of you to do with that, if you don't address it and it plays out because then you, then you think, oh God these dark forces are real.
My father is this, all the, these things are all real. Even though in this planet, this planet, wasn't a demonic Crow. It was in a D heavily to do what do monochrome. And the 3d consciousness, even though now it's moving is going straight to the light. So all these things no longer will be able to exist in, in this, in this [00:30:00] holographic field.
So it's all changing, but yeah, to answer your question, when you change your consciousness, then you realize that it's just, it really is just a program. Okay.
[00:30:17] April Hannah: Well, and the other thing that I found interesting, where your, the words that you use, that you would like to awaken at any and all costs, like no matter what and as you were saying that it was like, well, okay.
So then it was a tough awakening and I was wondering if we set the intent I'd like to awaken.
[00:30:36] Sunil Varma: Totally, totally. Yeah. If I find you, you see you're right. If I, if I would have known. Cosa would have asked for that, of course,
[00:30:48] April Hannah: that you can ask to be that way. It doesn't have to be traumatic or doesn't
[00:30:51] Sunil Varma: have to, you know, look it's the, the upgrades that have been going on on the planet right now have helped [00:31:00] people start to awake and know so many people are starting to, they're already experiencing, they're experiencing the freedom within and the questioning reality.
What is it really true? What I'm saying is it isn't really true. What, what really is going on because then the rabbit rabbit hole can go. It just keeps going sometimes because there's so much stuff that sometimes when you study it, you go really? It's just, it's just so overwhelming. But yeah, the awakening, I think for a lot of people, it's I don't, I don't think it, yeah, it doesn't have to be like that.
[00:31:37] April Hannah: No. Yeah. All right. Let's talk about the neutralizing of emotion. So our conversation is just of course, happening at an uncanny time. Cause I'm, I'm going through a program myself. To do everything that you're talking about. Right. And, you know, I have a background in mental health, a mental health therapist.
I've been, you know, like, [00:32:00] like you seeking teachers and studying and learning this healing modality and this healing modality. And then, you know, I got launched into meeting a new teacher. That is really talking about all that you're talking about. Like we're doing so much work with the wounding, the inner child hypnotherapy, neutralizing the emotions exactly.
With what you said, and also understanding that we can unplug and clear the ancestral lineage the past life and even the Akashic records, you know, and it really is kind of where I am is Very much in this neutralization state that you're talking about. So an example I'll give, and then maybe you can talk more about it too.
Was I was running this situation by my teacher of it was another person that clearly was triggering an emotion within me. And so his directive was, I'd like you to go back in time and think about the first person that ever brought up that emotion for you. [00:33:00] And it took me awhile to think about it. And then I was like, oh yeah, I know who that is.
I remember. And, you know, it was something so small and maneuver, but it was enough to trigger me when I was dealing with somebody that I felt was not being honest and trying to take advantage of others and manipulate their mind, you know, and it was coming out in a person. You know that I had met a couple months ago, but really the wounding went all the way back to this 12 year old that was playing a monopoly game with my cousins, a boyfriend at the time who was doing all of these things and then learning.
How to heal that, you know, with the techniques that I'm learning. And then this neutralization that happens is that you no longer perceiving anyone as good or bad, or, oh, I'm going to label this person as this, because that initial wound, like the very root of it, I was able to heal and clear and then. I, I totally understand what you're talking about, about [00:34:00] beginning to move through life feeling very neutral.
If we're talking about the same thing. Yeah. It's this state of not being always in a state of being triggered or highly emotional, or like you said, creating the characters and all of a sudden this person in my life will come in and trigger that same emotion. And there's that person again? When you're in this neutral state, I feel like you have so much more access to the light.
I mean, it's like that, like you said, no longer becomes a focus. It's not a distraction because you're holding yourself and your energy in a totally different state of being without these, this like subconscious programming of the wounds, that's always there that you don't even know is like, so constant and loud.
And here, you know, and I don't know if you felt this way, but here I going through this program and I'm like, my gosh, what work have I been doing? Cause I feel like the real work
[00:34:55] Sunil Varma: is starting now. Yeah, it is. It's, it is. It's really when you, you know, [00:35:00] when you, when you, and I don't know what level of awakening you're at, so I don't want to, I don't want to come across as like, but I know what you're going through with your, and I'm just going to speak from my experience now.
When you, when you're not fully, when you're not unplugged from the matrix, I'll say that you, you, you, you know, like you, you can do all this work and, you know, constantly you know, you know, you're always working on yourself, but you, you don't know if you're working efficiently or if you're really, you know, that You can't tell until you get to those centers inside of you, those call centers, those wounding centers.
When you collect from the matrix, see what I unplugged from the matrix. I felt like somebody was emptying my cat. My cash, sit my built up [00:36:00] junk mail in my brain. And that was going on all the time. And I was like terrified. Right. And so, because I didn't really understand what was going on. Cause I felt all this energy dissolving in my brain all the time.
And I was like, oh shit, I'm screwed. Number one, nobody nobody's, nobody understands what I'm going through. And they all think I'm weird, but it was. Yeah.
[00:36:27] April Hannah: Yeah. Okay. Yeah. Cause I know we only have like about 10 minutes left here, but I want to ask a little more information about this upgrade because you know, the other thing that I have been experiencing since January, since this new, also like a shift in consciousness is also what I'm hearing.
Like you're saying we're moving from 3d. My teacher's talking about five D yeah. Moving from three into five. So of course I had some interesting medical issues that are going on. No medical doctors can figure out what's happening. So that's what [00:37:00] has triggered me in this year to really dive deep and go into the emotion and see what's happening.
And as this is happening at nighttime, I am experiencing really weird sensations in my dream state. I'm experiencing sometimes I'm fluttering in certain parts of my body that. It's very difficult to put into words, but it feels as if something else is working within my system in places where I have this pain, where my emotion is probably stored, that's being worked on.
Like, it, it feels as if I'm on somebody's table, because I know what an energy. Yeah, the energy healing feels like. And then the mind thing, like you're, you know, I'm wondering as you're talking and like this clearing of the cash in the mind, if that is maybe, maybe I am going through some sort of upgrade as well, because the dream state and the experience is very very psychedelic and strange before I actually hit the sleep like and go into like the dream world.
And it really feels like [00:38:00] I am definitely in a. A dimension and it makes me feel very dizzy. It makes me almost feel like, Ooh, should I get up and out of this? Like, am I safe? Am I okay? But I'm feeling a different state of consciousness. Yeah. Right before sleep that I've never experienced before.
[00:38:21] Sunil Varma: No, look, it's very possible.
Right. Obviously. Right. We all know that we're. You are a hologram, I'm a program. Yeah. That's how it is. So an example of that for me is. Whenever the upgrades going on. I know that the Galactic's, you know, I can feel when they upgrade my system. Cause I'll cause oh, it really hit me physically. And I can't, I can't move, you know, I'll be stuck and I'll be like, oh God, you know, it's like, I can't do anything.
Or if something, if, if something's fallen, I can't pick it up. [00:39:00] Can't do it. Cause it's just, my system has been totally.
Completely upgraded. And it's up to me to and do the, the the illusion that the, what I perceive to be reality. Does that make sense? Because it's really, we are the hologram. The hologram is perfect. It's already perfect health in the hologram, right? Who we are. We somehow detached from perfect health. Re without even realizing that hologram can actually be evolved kind of graded as much as you want.
So you must understand that. So to access the understanding of the hologram is to realize but we are just these energetic systems. [00:40:00] And what what's happened too, is we somehow with magical thinking, believed that either we are separate or we need to, you know, suffer or we need to become identified with these certain diseases because to give us something that gives us something.
So when we realize that. Oh, God, you know, I'm just I I'm my own chemistry experiment and it, whatever I'm doing, isn't working. So it does help when you become free of the matrix. Because then you spend, you realize that yeah, it's just the program. They're all a series of programs. Mindsets must start when you meet somebody and you think you're going to live with them forever.
But when you find out that you're both just in the same mindset, you're moving into another mindset of marriage. So [00:41:00] mindset, we have to do this, you know, so now their mindset, oh, you know, we've got to be a happy couple, even though we're not, that's the mindset, you know, it's all it's consult progress. So that we can become more free to be in that, you know, here to move more into the body.
So,
yeah, we, we all, we're all being given this opportunity right now to realize there was so much greater than what we are, then that all these things that we deal with. You, you have to understand see for me, I, I always struggled as a kid to understand stuff. I couldn't understand stuff. And I had a lot of trauma as a child.
So I, I was very traumatized as a kid, but it completely moved me out on my body. So I couldn't usually when you study, you [00:42:00] have to be in your body with the uncomfortable emotions that come up. And so moving through all of that for me and realizing that has so many blocks when it came to education as a child, I know then I already was, I was a genius.
How the, a genius taught your genius as his child. Cause I'd always information coming in from intimate hologram. I, I couldn't really do anything with it because I had parents who were so checked out
there. It was just a very dysfunctional family. But then I had to realize I had to work through it. Wasn't the people that were dysfunctional around me. It was me who was dysfunctional. I had to look up my own wounding. This, this helps me understand now. And to realize that, yeah, I'm a very gifted, very gifted person.
So I, I can do things with people. I can [00:43:00] perform miracles. Because I'm in touch with my, you know, with that nature of who I am. Yeah. So I'm like a
[00:43:07] April Hannah: doctor. Yeah. And, and you cover a full range of different things so far. Yeah. For our listeners, those of you who are struggling with relationships Suneal covers that he covers confidence, building panic disorder, coaching trauma, coaching.
Past life, sports performance, and business mentoring. So you know, you've covered the gamut. So as we're coming to a close, let my audience know where they can find you if they resonated with you and your energy and would like to, you know, contact you maybe for a session, where can they find you?
[00:43:42] Sunil Varma: It's a SNL dot Coda UK.
You can also find me on Facebook, all my business page, which is us and you know how us. And that's probably two areas. You can also find me on LinkedIn, [00:44:00] snail Vama and that's going to be a hit hypnotherapist ch CHT sits in Obama CSG. And I just want to say that my background is hypnotherapy, but I use I'm very, w I've just got a whole bunch of, I know how to help people become free.
Really quick if they're in that place where they, they want to move through things. I could do that. Yeah.
[00:44:30] April Hannah: Well, great. Well, this was an amazing conversation. I feel like I could have you on again, and I might have you on again, to talk in depth and kind of take apart a little bit of your story and you know, spend more time with you.
But I thank you so much. It was really great to meet you and love the work you're doing. So take care.